I would never deliberately lead someone on. That’s not only wasting their time, it’s wasting mine. Why continue “talking” to someone if you have no intent on the relationship eventually transcending in to something more? If it’s evident that the person likes you and you don’t feel the same why not make it clear to them? You want everyone on your jock just so you can have options? That’ll inevitably lead to more people getting hurt than necessary. I can understand that you’re just being friendly but there’s a fine line between being friendly and being flirtatious. And flirtatious, yes, I know, people flirt all the time but constantly and with the same person, when you know that person has emotions towards you? Yeah, thought so. Selfish son of a gun … -a source :D

TUMBLR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

http://ibeyanyan.tumblr.com/

http://ibeyanyan.tumblr.com/

http://ibeyanyan.tumblr.com/

http://ibeyanyan.tumblr.com/

http://ibeyanyan.tumblr.com/

http://ibeyanyan.tumblr.com/


http://ibeyanyan.tumblr.com/


http://ibeyanyan.tumblr.com/

http://ibeyanyan.tumblr.com/

http://ibeyanyan.tumblr.com/http://ibeyanyan.tumblr.com/


http://ibeyanyan.tumblr.com/
http://ibeyanyan.tumblr.com/

http://ibeyanyan.tumblr.com/http://ibeyanyan.tumblr.com/http://ibeyanyan.tumblr.com/http://ibeyanyan.tumblr.com/http://ibeyanyan.tumblr.com/http://ibeyanyan.tumblr.com/http://ibeyanyan.tumblr.com/Vhttp://ibeyanyan.tumblr.com/http://ibeyanyan.tumblr.com/http://ibeyanyan.tumblr.com/http://ibeyanyan.tumblr.com/http://ibeyanyan.tumblr.com/http://ibeyanyan.tumblr.com/http://ibeyanyan.tumblr.com/

can't

seem to get over it. :(

whaz gewd,

sup gayspot. drove to fil am. skated with cute boys named RJ and ian. willy santos gave me a signed poster<3 took photos, met new ppl,saw old ppl. why does SD Breed the cutest girls!?! omgawwd.
ima drive down their more often(:

sunrise

too sunset.

Too Cool For School

Ditched school to pick up mah Ray Ban's at Lense Crafters.

Got some Hot Chocolate at Starfucks

Drove too Los Primos and got me a monster breakfast Burrito (:

Picked up groceries for my mom's Adobo.

and now fuckin chillin!



inspiration?! im down to make bank with my photographs!

fer real tho

STFU.

and tayummz0rs.

No more Slacking

i need to get my name out there. where are you, inspiration?!

goooood old daaaays

back in 03 aha

Brighter Days

i love them .

your

the biggest player i ever met.








Fuck today, my plans got canceled.

Pro's

its a mutha phuckin

FRIDAY. 3 day weekend!

aight things to look forward too:

Pabalan's arrival then

PARTIES and BULLSHIT!

SHKATEBOOOAD.

Sleep overs <3 no homo

spittin game

new phone!

pick up chicks?

aha Lip piercing(:

Fambam

projects :(

staying up

Livin it up.

She knows how i feel (:

Attic

Past Time.

Loving the right person at the wrong time, having the wrong person when the time is right, and finding out you love someone right after that person walks out of your life. And sometimes, you think you're already over a person, but when you see them smile at you, you'll suddenly realize that you're just pretending to be over them just to ease the pain of knowing that they will never be yours again. For some, they think that letting go is one way of expressing how much you love the person. In my opinion, some are afraid to see the one they love being held by someone else. Most relationships tend to fail not because of the absence of love. Love is always present. It's just that one was being loved too much and the other was being loved too little. As we all know that the heart is the center of the body but it beats on the left. Maybe that's the reason why the heart is not always right. Most often, we fall in love with the person we think we love but to only discover that for them, we are just for past times, while the one who truly loves us remains either a friend or a stranger. So here's a piece of advice: Let go when you're hurting too much. Give up when love isn't enough, and move on when things are not like before. For sure, there is someone out there who will love you even more. -Valarie

dope stuff.


Thoughts:

cancel flowers.

get my stick shift down

Fade's

thankful

Eagle Point

Harveston

Downtown

Happiness

BoyToy

stupid

education

sleepless

Travis

tired

FML mode.

WOD tomorrow?

omgpop, fuck you

new york

robots

written poems

trash

bullshit

Lust

Anatomy project

forgotten

Dropped

homies

no replies?

no more calls?

Skate

Photography

Art

Draw

Paint

Create

Live

careless

careful

not again

Dreams

Nightmares

Reality

aha DGAF.

PAST TIME.

Exit Here.

fucking depressing book.

haha thanks lalique.

hahah

i have been peep'n stupid music videos all day.
keeps my mind off shit :D

hahah

Flowers?

fail.

Late Start.

hopefully a better day.

LALALALLAIQUE.

i got Jimmy Neutron hair! :D but sall good, thanks for drawing the first time we met, homo! ahahah


<3

ill see if i could draw you one next time (:

I fail

i keep sleeping on the phone with Lalique. man i think she hates me now :(
i needa stop sleeping :x

I'm

Lonely and Stupid.

Yummy.

FML.

Today

was probably the best day of my life....ahaha.

Tomorrow

should be exciting. (:

Good Day.

No Homo.

Yes, Please.

IM TASTY

C-can I get a lick....

JHawk JHawk JHawk Productions

I'm tasty, I'm tasty

[Cee Cee]
I stay on the my cash, like I stay with such class
I'm not much of ass, but the niggas gimme cash
'Cause my flavor is tropical, lips are phenomenal,
Little dicks gotta go, my swagga is no kinda hoe, yeah,
I'm a cold-hearted chick, I gotta be, especially in this piece of shit
So fuck you, literally, and come and eat my shit
and cut the chitter-chat 'cause you better not miss a lick

[Mocha]
Thick bitch, and she answer to Mocha
My pussy stays wet and it's tighter than a chokah
it's real good nigga, I know you wanna taste,
Lay on your back while I cum in your face,
What the fuck do I look like turning down some head?
Nigga, tell me where you want it, or the floor or on the bed
Bust one nut, I ain't done, I got more to come
Pussy so good, and it taste like a honeybun

I'm tasty


i just notice how gross these lyrics are hahah! YUUCK!

Phuck 4am blogs

i gotta get up to date with this homo stuff.
What have i've been up too? straight cheeeelliiiin. i just got back home recently from "Da Bay" it was preety dope. my first time going there. went site seeing. visted some boutics, saw old friends.


Today, i hung out with Shushu and Dana. went to Kebin's show. then shared some carne esada fries foo00. ohh and i hung out with dana and Shushu yesterday too. we rode dinos wit dem black mags all day! FUN DAY.

2am Def Poetry sesh

Junk

4th of july was poppin, chillin with family is always fun. i was at Mira Mesa Park the whole day. and peeped the B boy cipher for a while. there was lots of cuties ahaha espically the one who performed at stage :) ahah. well yeah played football, skated a little, watched the dope fireworks. all went well. i needa get started on my AP project... and get done with my DMV! still job hunting.

another pic from formal, yummy.

SD

i went down to SD for my 4th of July weekend. ive been here since Thursday. That night me and Jayson went out to get Pazooki! at BJ's. That shit is bomb stuff. but yeah when i was ordering it our GUY waiter was like " ohh you want a pazookie too HUNNEYBUNZ ?" that was preety homo.
but sall good i guess i get guys hollering at me alot now and then. just look at me duh? im jonjon. gaay. so earlier today(friday) i hitted up Del Mar Fair, super dope. got me some fried oreos! and rode some scary rides hah. fun day. tomorrow is gonna be another tight day. 4TH OF JULY SON!

Mines.

RIP

Michael Jackson.



your a legend.

i wanna

FORMAL!

SUMMMER BREAK!

phuck blogspot for now.

i hate

how things are easy but i just make it 10 times harder on myself. i hate me.

Im

a bad kid.

Cuties.

Hollywood

4oclock

i haven't blogged in a while. i just don't know what else to write in my boring everyday life. The school year is almost over im soo pump! And no school tomorrow because of memorial day! oh i applied at Target. There better be a spot for me. i don't think i will be doing anything tomorrow besides maple story aha. i really wanna learn hoe to drive stick! asap! :[ ohh yeah yesterday i went to my homie's show in Hollywood is was preety chill. got our jerk on, in the streets aha no homo. but yeah blahblahblah idk


life goes on.

Ditched

Chemistry class because ima hardass.
ahah. no but, i got dropped off too late soo im in photo class cheeelliiiinn
and blog reading.

Funk,

i hate how i need to do everything by myself, whenever i ask for something or tell them about my day. they always just say "stop bothering me."or you talk to much. I just get so irritated that they don't care. i know were not wealthy, and that is why im job hunting. im tired of all this fighting, yelling and all this shit. idk. phuck. ill just do what i gotta do.

HADOKEN

I had to walk home from school today because my parents DGAF me all day. Phucken need a phone asap. the walk home is like what? 6 to 7 miles? with up hills and what not. WACK SHIT!
im just hella piss..... whatever.

Oblivious

I haven't blogged in awhile, ever since the night after my birthday. I guess i lost my inspiration to blog. mhhh... where to start off, well my birthday was whatever, i ended up going to Las Vegas. It was not as fun as i thought it would be. The people i went to was with my mom's friends and Ryan. We left around 6 in the morning and got there around 12. the sad part of the trip is that my mom's friends didn't even know it was my birthday. but idagaf, its whatever. Once we reached Las Vegas we ate at this buffet restaurant called Nanay Glories or something. It was preety much just Filipino Food all day. After we ate, we walked around the Strip, it was preety amuzing seeing all the sites and having mexican workers trying to give out prositution cards hahaha. But yeah as me and ryan were walking i decided to make a jerk video. ahaha, i know it sounds stupid but i did it for kicks and giggles. the video came out preety funny, i think pfaha. Well, during our walk at the Strip. I went and shopped at Urban Outfitter and bought me some pants. Then walked around the mall and stumbled upon American appeal, i got me a hoodie. Once, that was done, our feet were hurting so we went back to the hotel and visted my moms friends that live there. The next day we went to church and then off to Circus Circus. Preety much wasted money on trying to win prizes. After, we went to Adventure Dome rode the rides and everything else and then visted my grandfather that lives there he gave me a 100 :D
and so did my other sisters. and then this and that then went home. but yeah thats how my trip in vegas went. ohh and thank you lalique for greeting me. i really, really appriciate it :]



heres the horrible jerking video haha.

.

1 more day

Good Times.

Earlier, today was mad fun. Chillin in San Diego makes money disappear! Its all cool beans though as long as your having a bomb time. So earlier today, we went out to this hella fancy, fancy restaurant called Fornaio. It was some Italian restaurant in Downtown SD, it had this wonderful view of downtown. It just made me think of how cool it would be bringing a date here. The hard part is who is thier to bring? i just ordered a Luguini dish or whatever, it was just 20 bucks! Dang didnt even fill us up, going there was a mistake. So we hit up Red Lobster, pfahaha. Who does that? Two restaurants in a row! damn. foodfoodfood. On the other hand, i went to Willies Workshop and copped a shirt and a sweater there goes 100bucks! i love buying useless materials!

2 more days.

GOOD MORNING.

Another new day. i think I'm gonna strive and try to blog everyday till my Birthday! YAY me?

well i really don't know what to write about. So ill just talk about Chyna, mhh Chyna she's hella dope. At this moment im still webcaming with her, she's weird at times but it all good, she's still cute ahah. Well i've always had plans with her to do some activities but it quite never follows through. So one of my many birthday wishes, is to HANG OUT!  We have to ice skate asap! no more excuses! alright? By the way she's so indecisive but i don't mind. ahah. well 

Chyna! andheartslessthenthree! fasho. hopefully today i hit up Willies Workshop and get some new gear(useless materialistic things).

p.s i like talking to Lalique  :]

3 more days.

stay up, yanyan.

Exit Here

another novel on my list, thanks to a special friend.

i Hate

Thinking too much. i always get too in depth with myself and end up getting lost in my thoughts. i hate feeling like.... like I'm worthless and all i bring is trouble and tribulations. i usually can never get anything right even when i try my best.---- why am i so immature? WHY. hopefully this night time jacuzzi sesh puts me into a relaxation. four more days.

One More Week

Until my Birthday! so im becoming sweet 16 on April 14 and i am pretty pumped. Ive been overhearing plans that we will be going to Las Vegas. I don't know about that, that would be a better trip if i was 21 sigh*. But as long as im with family rite? All that matters. My mom says she will be throwing a party on the 21st. So, I preety much have a long birthday week ahead of me.
It was kinda funny, my dad earlier just handed me 100bucks, and i was like what the heak? He was just like early present don't loose it. That kinda made my day. But, For now im going to strive for my permit! wish me luck.

Love, John Kevin Agagas